Get a Grip - a reading journal

Yesterday, I started reading the book Icognito: The Secret Lives of the Brain, by David Eagleman. 



I'm still on the introductory chapter, but I am feeling like this is the book I've been looking for. My own brain isn't right, and I'm trying to figure out why. My brain has never been exactly normal, but it would dysfunction in beautiful ways. I would make strangely creative connections between words, people, concepts, whatever. I knew it was odd in a way that often did not make sense to others no matter how obvious it was to me. Ugh, I'm struggling for an example. I'll come up with some.

For a while, though, I haven't been as confident and certainly not as creative. And I don't know why. It may have started when I lost my job in 2023. That was a dark time, and there's a lot of resentment I still can't let go, which is also uncharacteristic of me. 

I've been making sure to write for 20 minutes every day for the past week, and that's helped some, but my writing, like much of my life these days, has been unfocused. I think I need to better understand what's going on behind my eyes, and maybe this book will help with that. I used to read very consistently. I didn't read a ton because I wanted to make sure I absorbed what I did read. So I'd read for an hour or less each day, and immediately write down my thoughts in a reading journal. Sometimes I'd stop between paragraphs or een after a poignant sentence. And I retained so much. It was the most productive time of my life, and I'd like to get back there. 

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